Very recently I ………

..mastered in lot of skills……….

1. To smile when I really have to shout at …the top of my voice………
2. To say “No’ instead of ‘Yes’ when I really want to say “No’.
3. To show my daughter that I really love and care her…(Earlier my lover, who happened to be my wife, accused me of not showing my love..(No double meaning you dirty mind))
4. To sit for hours without doing anything at all…
5. Fishing through useless TV news channels to find a perfect match for my cousin!!

Well I have to think for more points……

i was wondering.....
for a lot of amusing reaqsons for which even i am not sure....
mainly about the kind of masks we all wear in our daily lives.....
to hide our secret desires...
to hide our real faces...
we talk, we laugh, we weep.......
sometimes from the bottom of our hearts...
and sometimes just to show the world....
we cannot discard the fakeness in us......(i tried honestly.. but failed...)
are we not splits in ourselves....
showing numerous faces with totally ironic motives...?
this is a question to be answered... to ourselves....

Wheel

i was sleeping as i was....

and you were waiting as you were....

suddenly i woke up....

but soon realised...

i was not the one to whom you wait for....

and you were not the one to whom i woke for....

then....

we continued.....

In all my life....

i was thinking about the decisions i have to make....

like what to say when somebody asked me to go with them, when i really dont have to go......

like what to do when i have to do something, which i really dont have to do....

like when to stop doing something, when i dont have to really stop doing that...

take for example...

the common habit of smoking.....

they say i have to quit smoking...

cos it is destroying me....

but....

well, i am yet to take decision on this matter....